~blue angel~

2012-01-22T15:12:00.003+08:00

想要开心，一点都不容易~

在一个充满压力的环境长大，

一点都不会开心，

当每个人都踩着你，自以为很爽时，

却没有人懂被人踩的那个人的心情。。

海豚病

2012-01-21T09:29:00.003+08:00

好像很久都没有陪你聊天了~

好像每次来都把坏消息带给你~

因为我知道，不会有人打扰你，关心我最近的情况如何。。

海豚病系由一定的压力造成，身边没一定的人系你身边支持你~

我真系好累，累都没能力爬起身，

每次帮人扛个死猫，人家都觉得你系应该帮他顶罪，

我就永远做个坏人。。

通街的人都话我底死，又小到大，我都是唯一顶罪的人~

呢几个月，我不停的用手头上的工作来麻醉自己，

同自己讲，就算发生咩事，都系自己一个人过，

男朋友没可能无时无刻的系你身边陪着你，

有时，你根本不会话卑他知你发生咩事，因为你都不想他烦。。

朋友？对我来讲，都系过云烟，

根本就没真心对你的朋友，要你帮手，自然会找你，

平时，可以根本不理你甚至会系你背后讲你坏话。。

家人？

由小到大，我都系最差，最没用的那个，

最没资格怨的~

所以咩都自己吞，咩都自己肯~

以后有什么，我都要自己过~

所以我以后都要坚强点自己过

Finally~ IM DONE!!!!!!

2011-10-29T23:41:00.003+08:00

wahahahahahahhahahahahahahha

i finish 1 assignment liao!!

actually 1 only...

bt feel lik put down entire stress of me!!

because advance is really hard~

i feel stress after enter advance..

the subject really hard,

but wad is the worst is my class full of experts...

entire course the only distinction in my class..

the 2nd n 3rd oso my class..

best assignment group in my class..

seniors in my class...

most important de is i miss 1 of my best assignment partner i use 2 work wit in the pass few years..

but...

every hard time will also past..

now work wit new team nid time 2 cooperate...

try my best to work wit...

i believe i cn!!

hahaha..

2011-10-01T20:34:00.003+08:00

最近很多事情都在煩，

好像很多事情都不是很順，

功課，道場，愛情~

讓我開始懷疑自己處事的能力，

自以爲任何事都有解決方案的我，

在這次面對問題時卻措手無策...

JING XIN GATHERING!!

2011-08-22T13:16:00.003+08:00

7/08/2011

v go out 4 jing xin gathering..

long time din go Batu Caves liao..

go there n climb the stairs again..

haha..

ppl say wil b slim after climbing the stairs....

bt dunno y i dun hav..

haha..

after that v go for a movie again..

wow...

that 1 really i cal it a suck movie... haha

v choose so long 4 it..

beh tahan ar!!!

lol... after tat v go 4 dinner at 5...

crazy rite??

haha

cz i gt meeting at 7 ma...

so v go earlier lo...

the food over here very nice de..

near kepong jusco..

cheese cook rice.. yummy!!

yong taufu!!

green curry!!!

prawn mee!! wow... tis 1 really delicious..

taste lik real 1!!

2011-08-17T17:31:00.003+08:00

Feel stress yet i feel free...

dunno y gt mood update my blog..

long time din update liao..

Exam is here 2mr..

translation..

gt a lot same sound same, idea same, bt dunno y using different word 2 express..

n cn make 8 to 10 diff point..

pekchek..

lol..

wish i cn get 4 A in tis sem...

a little bit hard 2 achieve it...

i thnk.,..

bt if count clearly, i hav 3 A's 4 coursework out of 4..

cn i achieve it??

bt tis sem is really hard 4 my level... lol..

what should i do bsides reading??

°ღ Happy 1 yr anniversary! ღ°

2011-08-05T23:54:00.001+08:00

so fast...

1yr pass..

v go 1U celebrate our 1st anniversary~

wow..

nothng much special but had a great fun tat day...

late for movie..

but feel great cz v really take down the entire room...

so cool..

only 2 of us watch the movie..

u wont lik 2 noe wad movie is tat..

cz such a normal movie..

yes!! tis movie...

the 1st time only 2 ppl in the cinema..

haha..

wad a great memory..

after that we had our lunch at ZANMAI!!

u might say again ar??? lol...

but i really lik 2 eat ma... ^^

tis time v sit at counter...

so cn take wad i lik 2 eat..

no nit i pay oso..

haha^^

SUSHI SUSHI SUSHI!!

so excited!! haha...

Yasai Tempura... love it so much..

cz dunno hw 2 do myself...

very crispy lo...

even SUSHI KING oso nt as good as tis...

oh... all my sushi.. great!! ^^

wow... v eat a lot tat day...

so xing fu haha..

best day ever!! ^^

2011-07-27T11:24:00.003+08:00

i tot u wil noe...

i dun lik ppl lie 2 me...

i tot u will noe...

even just a little things...

i tot u wil noe...

hw i feel if i get hurt..

i tot u wil noe...

2011-07-23T20:37:00.003+08:00

觉得自己很没有用

想要帮人，可是原来我的能力只有那么少..

开始觉得我是否走错了路

所有的想法不被人认同

自己的信心也渐渐减少了

今天心情糟透了

被人看不起的心情真的不好受！

RELAX!!

2011-07-16T09:49:00.003+08:00

after all my assignment,

i finally cn relax myself le!!

haha..

try 2 put my thngs off 2day...

let my self 2 relax 4 a moment!!

jz a moment!!

i thnk...

haha~

2011-07-06T14:14:00.003+08:00

好久没吃到你煮的东西了

好怀念~

不知到几时才能吃到~

worst presentation ever...

2011-07-04T15:37:00.004+08:00

2day hav IR presentation

but i use liao 20 min 4 my presentation...

deduct marks...

my information overloaded...

deduct marks...

sob....

so i hav no mood now..

...

Yih's birthday~

2011-06-27T15:59:00.001+08:00

eat zanmai with him..

haha..

i go sing k wit JC, Princelia..

on Friday night~

i celebrate wit him 3 day..

1st is ytd,

2nd is 2day...

v plan 2 watch movie de actually..

bt v late 4 it d..

so v go zanmai eat...

big fat mouth...

stupid cute face...

cute me... haha

my lovely noodle....

after finish my zanmai,

v go bac steamboat again...

haha...

he lik steamboat ma..

so i ask mom cook 4 us..

haha..

tat nite stil gt i little birthday cake...

4 him...

surprisingly..

i sent him the chocolate tat he sent me during my birthday..

lol...

tat chocolate i send him during valentine..

so i noe he feel disappointed..

hehe

the 3rd day~

sunday afternoon..

sing k with his fren...

4th day...

i just say happy birthday to him..

no present,

no time 2 accompany him..

bt at last i give him present...

noe wad is it??

Ask him ba.... haha

Great Day

2011-06-24T10:43:00.004+08:00

PRESENTATION POSTPONE!!!!

HAHAHA...

the greatest news i heard from Mr.Chia ytd evening!!

haha..

im so happy cz i haven started to do tat assignment!!

HAVEN STARTED!!

lol...

wat a day!!

keep busy all the time tis week..

but dunno y i still dun hav mood 2 complete them all..

i wish..

i wish i cn finish them all after i wake..

sry cz ytd i drive a big big aeroplane 2 my fren..

lol...

buang him alone n i go 4 discussion n class..

he cal keep calling me n my phone no line..

so sry tat din go find u when u DOWN!

bt so glad 2 hear tat u happy once again..

so??

my time 2 emo again..

hav 2 start my assignment b4 is too late...

~ Angel ~ is time to wake UP!!

STARBUCKS!!

2011-06-21T15:18:00.004+08:00

sitting in STARBUCKS..

enjoying my chocolate chip..

enjoying my assignment!!

thn ppl wil say:

CRAZY!!

hand in all assignment in tis few weak!!

1 2 kill us mie????

lol....

spoil my mood!!

bt tat is really true!!

sob..

kena Ms. Chan shoot ytd!

nt really shoot la..

bt she dun lik us go find Mr. Chia..

Yet,

she ask us 2 do so..

dunno wad she 1!!

so innocent that v din really ask a lot of thngs from Mr.Chia.

lol...

sumore wad she say is so hard to get!!

wad should we do??

mayb wad she say is right..

v r 2 depend on Mr. Chia..

wad should v do??

v really dunno hw 2 do onli ask him n her de..

so innocent!!

starting 2 concentrate my IR!!

next week hand in IR assignment n presentation wit 2 different title!!

Gambateh ba...

Falling Stars~

2011-06-17T13:04:00.004+08:00

When you forget me

When you don't remember my name
not a even a memory
somewhere in the back of your brain
i won't be offended
cause i'll always knew that the day

will come when i'm not enough to

Make you stay~

.
You tell me it's not possible

no way that we could break
but nothing is illogical
believe me~

.
Like Falling stars

over your head

we were bound to burn up alive

Crashing cars

i'll never get over you never over you cause

you are sooo

beautiful , Yeah
.

the world is turning
and time keeps on lingering on
the sun will be burning

eventually you will be gone
i'll always love ya

oooh believe or not
baby that's not enough to

not enough to
.
Stop these

falling stars over your head

we were bound to burn up alive

crashing cars

i'll never get

over you never over you cause

you are soo

beautiful Yeahh
when it's all said and done i'll be

just a speck in your galaxy

floating further away by gravity
You tell me it's not possible
No Way that we could break

Like Falling staaars~
Like crashing caaars~
Like falling stars

over your head

we were bound to burn up just like

Crashing cars i'll never get

over you never over you cause

you are so beautiful

you are soo
Beautiful ... Yeahh

wad i c, wad i choose 2 post~ ^^

2011-06-13T18:26:00.003+08:00

「十年愛」
一間咖啡店，門上掛了一串風鈴。
每一個客人入到店裡，風鈴都會「叮叮」作響。
一天，有一個三十多歲，穿著西裝的男人進入這間小小的咖啡店，年輕的老闆娘親切地招呼他坐下。

「一杯咖啡呀，唔該。」
「好呀！等一等。」老闆娘微笑地說。跟著就磨咖啡豆，煮咖啡。
男人坐在椅子上，一直帶著笑容地望著老闆娘。
不多久，老闆娘將一杯香純的咖啡放在他的桌上。
「唔該晒。」

「你第一次來？覺得這裡如何？」老闆娘問。
「是呀。這裡氣氛很好呀！」
「我都好喜歡這裡的氣氛，所以即使生意不境，我和丈夫也不捨得將它結束。」
兩人沉默了一會。
「我可以請教妳一些事嗎？唔 ...... 請教妳之前，先說一個故事。」男人打破沉默。
「好呀！你說啦！」老闆娘也有興趣聽聽故事。

男人就說了一個很久以前的故事。

我以前有一個女朋友，已經到了談婚論嫁的地步。
我們的愛情雖然很平淡，沒有什麼風浪。
但是，我很愛她，我覺得這已很足夠。
只可惜幸福，實在太短暫。後來發生了一件事。
在我們定婚前一個月的一個晚上，我因為有事做所以未能送她回家。
就在這一晚，她被幾個歹徒強姦了。

( 「跟著如何？你對她的感情有動搖嗎？」老闆娘的面上充滿同情。 )

我對她的感情並沒有因為這件事而動搖。
我倆繼續我們之間的定婚。
可惜，她實在看不開。
就在我們定婚那一天，她上吊自殺。
幸好我們發現得早，挽回她的生命。但因為腦部長時間缺氧，呈現了昏迷的狀態。甚至有成為植物人的危險。

終於，她醒了。我得知她醒了的消息，趕去看她。她父母卻阻止了我去看她。他倆跪下求我，說女兒受了太大刺激，現在變了選擇性失憶。醫生說當人受了太大的刺激之後，就會逃避性地收起一些不開心的記憶。

她父母求我暫時不要在女兒面前出現，不想女兒記起那些傷心的事，怕她又再會自殺。

我應承她父母，十年不去見她。
即使在街上碰到，也要詐作陌路。
這樣的日子叫人多麼痛苦，想愛，卻不能愛；想見，卻不能見。

到今天，終於十年了。

「恭喜你呀！你捱了十年，今天終於可以去見她了。」
「唔。但愈接近這一天，我就愈驚。十年，我的心意沒改，但她呢？如果我對她說以前的事，她記不起我，那怎樣好？又或者她已經結了婚，那又如何了？」

「所以我就想請教妳，妳有何看法？如果我這個女朋友已經結了婚，我還應否舊事重題？」

老闆娘嚴肅地說：「如果她已經有男朋友，那都不打緊。男未婚，女未嫁；但如果對方已經結了婚，那你就不應去破壞別人的家庭了。」

男人聽完之後，很失望地說了一聲：「是呀 ......」

「叮叮 ......」就在這時，有客人入來。
「我要招呼客人了，你自便啦！」
她行了兩步，忽然轉身問：「是呢！你第一次來我這裡，與我又不熟，為何會告訴我這個故事？」

「因為以前那女孩曾經說過想在結婚之後，要與我一起開間這樣的咖啡店。」男人想了一想答道。

「原來如此。」老闆娘釋然地轉身行去。

望著老闆娘的背影，男人的眼裡面慢慢地流了一滴眼淚。
他決定不再告訴她，他真正來這間咖啡店的目的。
當年他的女朋友，就在五尺以外，但是彼此間的關係，變得如此的疏離，距離是如此的遙遠。

望望手上的咖啡，不知何時已經變凍了。

touching???
if 1 day.. 1 men waiting 4 me so long...
i wil..
i noe i sure will marry him...
.
bt i noe it jz a fairy tale 4 me...
hope u guys enjoy!!^^
.
~Angel~

My Life~

2011-06-13T17:47:00.003+08:00

Gt 2 ppl,

i dunno hw 2 say they all...

stupid o noob??

ppl say i really busy but the 2 ppl dun believe me o..

keep on say me bluff them...

then i meh act free n type my blog here lo...

lol...

i really 1 2 crazy bcz of the assignment~

BT!!

I relaxing n ponteng n play n watch movie

in CITC!!

every1 keep searching the info n im using 2 com 2 play...

1 for movie, 1 4 fb n blog...

hahaha....

k la.... continue my day le o....

haha

Rush Again!!

2011-06-11T18:04:00.004+08:00

18: 13

im here again 2 do my IR!!

Tis is the only 1 that is double of my FC!!

tat's y im strees again!!

STRESS!!!!

My assignment never ends!!

lol...

final year liao...

have 2 work harder!!!

n pray harder!!

all the pic~ haha..

2011-06-07T17:01:00.008+08:00

4Q 1st day

2011-06-04T16:40:00.000+08:00

v started our journey early in the morning n reach CHONG HUI around 8++ am..

look at the bright sun!!

wad is 4Q??

hehe..

actuallhy in AQ, MQ, EQ n also AQ~

im the photographer tis time n using jiet's DSLR Nikon D9000

i thnk so... lol..

everythng was fun n i did feel the surrounding was so high tat day!!

every1 did enjoy themself

including me n the camera.. haha..

concentrate 2 listen wad the 执行官 say...

erm.. it almost lik the discipline teacher..

chuang guan on that day is around 15 groups...

thay run n play n happy lik hell... haha..

tx 2 our huo dong zu 2 torture them...

the activity at the night is more fun!!

every1 do wadever the huodongzu tell n nvr feel shy...

so i take a lot of ugly pic.. including every1 except me... haha..

i cn take that as my credit in future...^^

is really a fun n tired day... erm... 2nd day also fun... jz upload pic 4 u guys la...

lazy 2 type so many~

感性的一天~

2011-05-24T11:51:00.003+08:00

昨晚的我们，已经不是今天的我们~

相处多过两年的我们，

今天，心中的不舍，

在今天终于痛哭一场~

两年里，

我们一起渡过了

每一个春夏秋冬，

每一个喜怒哀乐~

记得两年前，

第一次和大家相处~

大家的关怀，

大家的鼓励，

让我学习了很多，

让我成长了许多~

真的要谢谢大家，

一直以来对我们的照顾~

虽然我们大家都住不同的地方，

但是，只要我们的心连心，

手牵手的一起走下去，

相信我们一定都能坚持到底

一起再努力奋斗~

Oo... Belated Present~

2011-05-14T22:43:00.004+08:00

Sum1 did post his birthday feedback le...

erm...

my turn...

ytd went 2 island cafe 4 yum-cha session~

surprisingly i gt a present from them...

tx 2 Kidney, Wilson, Yang n Lik Sin~

i gt a beautiful necklace from them..

seriously tis is the only birthday present i receive from my frenz..

i do eat a lot of cakes tis year...

getting fatter n fatter...

dunno when i started 2 go 4 exercise...

dunno...

feel lazy when i heard tat word...

haha..

had a true o dare game ytd~

no 1 dare 2 choose 'DARE'

tx 2 our clever lik sin give us the 1st ques is 2 switch off mamak's projector

2nd is switch off the main switch of the Mamak!!

so no 1 dares... haha

chit- chat until 3++ almost 4..

the latest i go out wit them...

tx 4 the present!!!

i lik it so much!!

~ p/s: sry no camera so i cnt take the pic of my beautiful necklace~

n kidnay din give me the pic of 15 April calebration...

lol...

14 May 黄色情人节（单身情人节）~

2011-05-14T22:26:00.003+08:00

没错！

上个月14号是我的生日~

过了一个月，我家又庆祝生日了~

这次不是我，是我妹妹~

生日快乐~~

祝你今年一切顺利~

金榜题名~

cutting cakes...

change camera man~

happy birthday Yan~

oo.... is Swensens!

my bro say belanja us 2gth 2day cz he own me 1 during my birthday~

sweet rite??

(i mean the cakes...) haha...

meet CJ at swensen oso...

belanja him a quarter of cake~

wish he n his family enjoy~

BTW, i did enjoy my ice-cream.... hehe..

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY~

又一個又喜又悲的一天~

2011-05-11T10:57:00.003+08:00

jz gt my result~

tis is nt really wad i expect!!

mayb tis sem i 2 stress ~

cnt really concentrate 4 my exam..

i really did very hard 2 study n hope i gt al 'A'

bt i gt 1 n the other didnt~

lol...

i noe u guys sure wil laugh at my poor result,

u noe hu i mention~

bt i did improve since secondary~

im nt tat smart~

jz alwayz expect 4 high result...

sob..

~MiAo~

= complicated mood =

~要喜還是悲好呢?~

母親節快樂~

2011-05-08T21:40:00.003+08:00

世上只有媽媽好，

有媽的孩子像個寳，

投進媽媽的懷抱，

幸福像個寳~

hw long u din sing tis song

d???

hmmm... i sing it jz now..

it was a wonderful day~

wake up early in the morning,

go sunway wit family~

watch movie.. arcate...

u might noe wad movie i watch...

yeah... tat's rite..

'THE LOST BLADESMAN'

gud movie...

let me noe bout the history of china... hehe..

dinner at home wit family

salad, white sauce pasta, 'garlic bread' made by black pepper, wedges

with 4 chef..

Head of Chef: The Lost Chefman: Bosco Chan

(accidentally/ consider lost in cutting his hand instead of cutting the bread...)

Asst Chef: Me, my sis...

Head cleaner: My Bro!!!

haha...

v really divide n work well 2gth 2 day..

except the head of chef count the amount of dinner he usually ate..

lol.... al of us almost burst after dinner..

well...

it really a interesting n fun day 4 me...^^

2011-05-04T12:40:00.003+08:00

cum 2 my last week holiday~

well stil nt really enjoy in tis holiday..

stay at home o work~

no money 2 go out,

so?

no money 2 ask others 2 go out...

and hav 2

stay at home..

working hard n i jz get little... sob..

tis is every holiday wad i do..

erm... well...

i went bac last week,

every1 is going bac 2 their hometown..

so quite in the small town..

i guess they stil enjoy their holiday~

next sem starts,

kinda busy n hard sem,..

should b prepared now...

WORK HARDER!!!

~save money n explore the beautiful world after my studies n i get my DSLR~

2011-04-26T10:56:00.003+08:00

staying at home~

no computer...

a huge bunch of hsework...

so busy yet boring...

when wil tis day over??

looking around~ every1 were busy-ing 4 their stuff..

dun say i dun ask u guys 2 go out...

AGAIN!!

haha..

product training~

2011-04-22T19:21:00.005+08:00

well.... 2 day i went 4 a product training...

2mr start working 4 tat product~

which is "kiwi kleen"

at carefour wangsa maju~

haha..

now... v hav 3 variant wit fragrant~

wish is the lavender, romantic rose n apple green~

wad is gud 4 tis???

99.9% anti bacteria.. ergonomic bottles which prevent wastage~

improvement in lavender fragrant...

wow...

sry.. i jz memorizing the script... wish me gud luck o... ^^

cum n get sample fr my booth if u r interested 2 "buy" haha..

oo.. btw... wish those hu r having exam de...

GUD LUCK...

try ur best....

haha...

A special day~

2011-04-19T17:26:00.006+08:00

Sry i din really update my blog since a long time~

i noe u guys kinda miss it??

haha...

wel... 4 ur information.. everythng was happened in 14/04/2011..

a special day 4 me..

me n him when 2 jogoya 2 hav a lunch~

nw... many ppl was wondering,

do v hav anythng 2 eat??

ermm..

wel... i would say,

it all depends on wad u thnk n hw 2 control urself~ hehe

having the pasta without the prawn... bt there is a lot of mushroom...

'New Zealand nature' ice cream~

Baked vege, taste gud.. i lik the tofu wit the cilli...

Japanese egg... i forgot the actual name^^

Sweet dessert~

miso soup~

omg... the last 1~ SUSHi~ i lov it...^^

wonderful day~ after that v go sing k at sg wang~

gt bac home b4 7pm

kinda special cz i celebrate my birthday with the cake wit family in

MY ROOM!!!

lol... haha...

bt it really hav different feelings~^^

look at the candles,

izit beautiful???

is my birthday present~

soong n yan folded them~

nice???

haha.....

different view...

wow?? hehe... al of the pic is just using

the normal LG phone wit 8 mega pixel~

admire my shooting skills??

tx... hehe..

having dinner wit mom's wonderful pasta~ kinda lik it~

enjoy my day wit the BFF'S

calvin, kheng yik, kheng hoe, shining n CJ~

hav a secret recipe chocolate indulgence fr them... tx.. anyway~

erm... hav another celebration

is on the 15/04/11

they rmb my birthday~ at least..

haha...

kit yin, lik sin, wil n yang...

wow...

a special cake, at least..

6 tarts wit 3 different flavor in A&W

unfortunately i dun hav the pic wit me~

wit kidney DSLR.... wow... she bought it..

i wish 2 had 1...

i wil again, save money 4 tat...

bt i hav 2 settle all my debt 1st...

lol...

kinda happy tat day..

tx 4 every1 hu celebrate wit me...

i do appreciate...

YANGZ!!!! dun say i din!!!!!

Let's Party~~~

2011-04-09T22:06:00.004+08:00

Hurray~~~~

im done 4 my exam le... finally!!

i put lots of effort in my FC thn i forgot bout my culture..

so... ready 2 resit culture...

well~

I DUN REALLY CARE NOW!!!!

wad i care is im gona enjoy my holiday~

woooooooohoooooo...

Finally~ ^6^

April fool~

2011-04-03T12:43:00.003+08:00

Many ppl was invited me out tat day..

i wonder was it a april fool 2 me??

hmm..

at least.. i really trust them...

so i cal them 2 reconfirm..

bt they really fool me..

lol..

i noe im the kind a person who is really easy 2 believe ppl...

at night calvin was ask us go sunway

2 celebrate kheng hoe's burfday..

i was wondering would it b the joke again??

so, i ask him 2 fetch me... ^^

smart rite??

haha...

he cums at 6 n v go sunway 4 our dinner..

dinner in "RM CAFE"

i order a nyonya laksa..

erm... the taste nt as gud as i ate in malacca..

of cz...

lol..

i miss tat taste...

later on v go basket robins 2 buy ice cream cake in sunway,

thn v go ss17 (i thnk) de basket robins

swt... u may ask y..

cz sunway close at 10+..

thn y dont buy at ss17??

i really dunno thn..

lol...

v really had fun tat day..

tx 2 our pres mr calvin!!

he keep on calling CJ bside KH and ask where r him...

v say nid give him surprise de ma..

when he reach he stil keep on looking 4 us...

swt la...

tis is our cute pres...

everythngs go so wrong tat day..

sing birthday song 4gt bout camera,

cut cakes n no blowing candle after wishing..

lol...

v really dunno wad v doing tat day...

anyway... wish u happy birthday anyway...

= the funny april fool i wil nvr forget=

2011-04-01T13:15:00.003+08:00

it has been so cold over here..

i always concentrate on my assignment, studies n forget bout u guys!!

sry..

i wil try my best 2 keep update u bout me..

although u might nt enjoy it..

i wil stil update..

well,

next week is my exam..

6/4 Malaysia cultural n religion,

9/4 Framework n policy..

i wish i cn gt A in both subject..

try my best 2 work on in..

~wish me gud luck ba..

although u wil jz keep it in heart..

bt i wish 2 have u guy's' support as i dunno i cn o nt..

hope it wont b tat cold again.. =.=

2011-03-25T15:28:00.003+08:00

finally everythng is done!! over!! haha~

so glad tat ms chan praise us ytd...

eveery1 jump so happily as she 1st time praise ppl...

wow...

tx 2 mr. chia once again..

so..

i cn relax, enjoy tis week le..

haha..

1 go out play???

invite me leh...

kidney, wilson and yang!! do u hear me??

haha..

go crazy cz suddenly get freedom..

Arrrah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-03-23T16:56:00.003+08:00

2mr is the last day 4 my presentation!!!!

finally cn rest 4 a while 2mr...

week 6 only present n the most funny thng is~

the report hav 2 hand in on week 7

week 8 starts exam..

lol...

quite stress tis sem..

tx 2 our beloved mr.chia..

bt, without him~ i wont know hw 2 improve~

feel lik grown up after doing the assignment...

1 thnk i actually admire him is his patient to us..

find them everyday n kacau him until no time 4 breakfast, lunch...

lol...

check n check our assignment patiently...

tis morning i only noe tat v really so "fan"

he did not complain anythng...

AT ALL~~~

"I doubt, therefore I thnk, therefore I am"

(philosopher Chia Yok Ching)

haha...

Politics Ques...

2011-03-09T22:44:00.003+08:00

Erm... i noe i shouldn't write tis out..

Bt i really dun hav idea le...

Help me figure it out...

Yang, kidney, wilson, Chien...

n those hu c my blog...

Now.. this is the ques..

Is Federal Constitution Supreme??

Federal Constitution started from 1956..

But it had been amend in 1957...

until now, 60+ official amendment~ 100+ non officially~

So... Do u really thnk Federal Constitution is Supreme??

Y do u say so???

Plz reply me... as soon as possible... i need 2 hand in next week le... :(

2011-03-06T15:45:00.002+08:00

at leat now i noe i hav no more time 4 me 2 waste...

asking me y??

haha... actually i really kinda busy

until i forget 2 update u guys recently...

so,

wad i do recently??

tats right!!

the whole stack of assignment n research!

final year..

it really sounds much more busy~

haha...

Doing research on Baba and Nyonya culture...

kinda interesting...

i din noe tat they really put a lot of effort in keeping the chinese traditional more thn us...

the olden chinese culture u still cn find in Baba hse in malacca..

Heard tat sum country wish 2 fight 4 the Baba n Nyonya history i feel sad~

n visit melaka n looking 4 the gov is turning melaka into a town..

which may lost some of the history in Malacca..

feel lik none of us appreciate the culture, unique history of all races

and nt only melay~

oops...

later mayb kena tagkap o...

better remain silent~

wad a day...

2011-02-28T14:22:00.003+08:00

busy again 4 my assignment...

even though i take onli 2 subject..

feel tired 4 all the cnt complete works..

b4 tis subject tutorial finish, the next come again,

really tired 2 find all the info from net all the time...

haha.... mayb i stil lazy.. as i used to it..

haha...

erm.. time 2 off n start my whole stack of assignment~

NEW LOOK...

2011-02-12T15:34:00.001+08:00

Haven finish change it...

i wish 2 have a new look 4 u guys...^^

waiting 4 the final result few days later ba...^^

我們這一群~

2011-01-29T23:18:00.003+08:00

新的一年, 新的開始~

今年真的是一個美好的新年~

i gt bac the gud memories..

with all my best fren..

u noe hu i refer 2??

haha...

TADA... is them...^^

正經的家樂, 勤勞的家蒂, 耍酷的秋茹,

可愛的楷心, 神經的佩頤, 冷冷的杰揚, 還有笑點低的慧萍...

哈哈...

加起來真的是個完美的組合~

好久沒有那麼放肆的笑了...

今天沒有他們,

也不知道怎麼悶...

哈哈~

今天拿到幸運抽獎叻~

是我多年來都不中的...

今年沒想到自己能鴻運當頭~

沒錯...

每次只記得不開心的事~

而每次不開心都有他們為我鼓勵...

我知道我應該比以前勇敢,堅強...

新的一年里,

我會努力的讓自己和身邊的朋友們快樂~

我們一起加油吧~

哈哈...

在新的一年里,

我在這裡祝福大家:

身體健康,

萬事如意,

聖凡如意,

出入平安...

一本萬利,

好事成雙,

三羊開泰

四季平安

五福臨門

六六大順

七星高照

八方來財

九九同心

十全十美~

恭喜恭喜~^^

wad a bad day~

2011-01-28T13:57:00.004+08:00

wake up early in the morning,

do nothng n get scold by dearest mom...

yet, until now i dunno y i kena scold..

cry in side my room...

yeh... i might b always smile n laugh in front of u guys..

but deep inside my heart,

i cn hardly smile..

no sunshine 2 day,

everythng seems same lik my heart,

a cloudy day, a almost raining day..

when is my cloud wil gone 1 day??

hardly find the day..

starting from the day when my dad nt bside me...

YS & KY birthday~

2011-01-26T21:17:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 OUR YS & KY!!!

HAHA...

go "KINGS" 2 buy their cakes...

erm... wilson take i thnk more thn 15 min 2 choose the cake..

at last v decide 2 buy:

a purple/ pink cake 4 yen shan- she lik tat colour, n it look lik a mountain "shan"

n a creamy walnut cake 4 kidney.. with many rose shape de cream...

reach kidney hse 2 give both of them surprise..

bt it fail.. lik sin say is my fault.. :(

anyway, both of them say surprise wo...

kidney keep listening her phone..

n dun 1 2 choi us most of the time...

keep saying no 1 cal her wo..

go sing k in Neway...

gt great time wit them n the mic always automatically cum 2 my hand de...

tx 2 wil n yang always dun 1na sing!!

lol....

photoshooting after the happy birthday song sings once again..

haha..

u noe hu r them??

well, yang, wil, sin

me, kidney yen shan..

2 birthday gurl wit me~

continue shooting at 1u new wing...

5 of us n YS is holding the camera...

yeh~

go mamak after tat...

at least al of us affordable...

kidney talk 2 her phone almost 1 hr..

kena shoot by us ...

haha...

hope both of them happy....

bf always~

快樂不是理所應該的事...

2011-01-24T22:49:00.003+08:00

很多事情並不是我們想像中的順利...

今天的心情... 很差, 很差...

不知道為什麼, 總是什麼不順利...

工作, 朋友, 愛情...

都沒有順利的...

現在很想閉上眼睛, 希望明天會更好...

2011-01-22T20:58:00.003+08:00

wad a boring DaY~

slp until 1030 2 day wake up n hav nothng 2 do...

feel lik going out bt i miss it...

Raymond, CJ, Calvin n willion going IOI Puchong 4 buffet sushi...

i 1 na join 2..

bt cnt make it on time..

1130 cal CJ, they going out...

bt i stil have 2 keep my room...

sob...

my holiday is al in my hse...

so pity...

feel lik find sum1 bt dunno hu...

erm....

planning next activity??

rmb invite me...

kidney, wil, yang

IM TALKING 2 U~~

haha..

start going crazy...

2011-01-21T14:10:00.003+08:00

watch 2 movie yesterday at 1 u....

one of them is

FASTER!!

watch wit anna - which is a promoter i noe her onli 4 5days...

haha.. i noe i crazy... but the promoter i noe they really true,

true fren tat cn really make me heart 2 heart talk although onli noe them few days,

different company, different background...

it jz onli 2 short the moment with them...

well... bac 2 the movie..

i dun really lik tis movie.....

cz gt a bit boring.. n the storyline is 2 normal 4 me...

nothng special..

dunno u lik it o nt...

go check out if free..

when shoppong wit anna after movie..

dunno wat 2 buy as lots of them r expensive...

so hw??? jalan jalan la...

anna say she enuf CNY new clothes n jz 1na help me choose...

bt end up buying 2 shirts n 1 spec..

n i got none...

haha...

kinda cute person rite??

my dear reach 1u accompany me...

so happy...^^

tot he wont cum here...

so v go watch movie again at TGV...

HOMECOMING

gud movie,... i would say...

touch my heart n let me thnk of my dad.. i noe i cry easily...

bt make me laugh crazily 2... haha..

go watch it when u free...^^

dunno hw she feel now?/

she might b feeling bad... bt stay strong..

everythng should hav the climax n the low tide,

even though movie...

stay strong 2 support ur family always...

rmb i support u...

dunno wad i say??

the ppl view tis wil noe... ^^

gud luck every1~

what a day~

2011-01-20T23:11:00.003+08:00

start work at 10 2day..

late a bit cz wake up late...

had a bad feeling 2day...

i din continue le...

feel tired, slpy d... no work start 2mr...

any1 invite me out??

feel lik 1na shopping n watch movie...

join u??? ^^

2011-01-14T21:38:00.003+08:00

start working 2mr...

scared cnt really stand the 1st day 4 the new job...

no money so hav 2 work...

sell mandrine orange at 1u......

erm.. wish me gud luck ba...

hehe....^^

2011-01-11T13:08:00.003+08:00

i finish my FILM & SOCIETY le....

2 bad i cnt get A...

hope i get a B...

i scared i fail... but i really put down everythng after tis paper...

thank god i noe hw 2 do...

really scared dunno hw 2 answer...

tx 2 Yih, JC n yang accompany me when i stress....

tx 2 kidney joke n her lover...

haha...

hav 2 concentrate nw 4 my final subject le...

wish me gud luck ba...

i noe i cn do better de...^^

Last paper, Globalisation n communication on thurs...

really cn enjoy after my exam le.... haha....

BTW, videography marks is cuming out....

kinda gan jiong neh....

wish the marks is gud... ^^

feel sly now... n hungry...

bt my hands cant leave the com....

hope i wont been killed or kidnap by kidney...

haha...

2011-01-08T11:48:00.003+08:00

Getting bad sick the whole week...

really cnt concentrated 2 study..

Brain nt function well..

nvr sick 4 so long b4...

keep on coughing n flu all the time...

y the virus so strong n hit me down 4 so long??

wad should i do 2 face my next exam??

i slp all the time n stil feel tired...

kidney so free so no mood study wo...

my next paper is her lover de paper...

i dont thnk i cn get gud result o even a B+ lo...

lol...

help me leh... kidney, wil, yang...

teach me hw 2 memorize her stupid notes.....

Exam~ Exam ~Exam~

2011-01-05T11:33:00.003+08:00

Kinda busy in study to face them~

although tis sen is only 3 subject hav to take..

dun shock... i tel u y~

VIdeography 100% coursework marks...

so, i hav only moral, Film n society, Global n Comm...

tats y so sot...

espeacially meet the MS. SOH subject..

thank god... i finally noe hw kidnety feel tat time...

lol....

luckily i jz meet her once.. better thn kidney,

face her 2 times...

haha

Wish me gud luck ba... Oops....

IS VERY VERY GUD LUCK~

longest page ever....

2011-01-03T10:23:00.006+08:00

where hav i been so long???

no update 4 so long i noe u sure miss me... haha...

seriously tis is a long long posts...

telling where hav i been tis few days...

press the close button if u refuse 2 continue...

still there???

dun cry o complaint if 2 long....

sure?? comfirm??

k... lets us start....

24 dec 2010...

christmas eve....

exchange christmas present early in the morning after RAS class..

we celebrate christmas party in class..

had a great breakfast 2 gth in 1 long long long table...

shout loud when v get our lucky present number..

i got joanne's water bottle after i couldn't find my bottle as i lost it dunno where...

every1 laugh tat y so zhun as my words always cum true... lol...

a cute doggy water bottle...

tx joanne...

ling yee got mine....

i cute small table dusbin....

Take pic all the time while waiting 4 them 2 open up the present...

getting more n more ppl...

Happy family....

v are always 2 gth no matter where v go...^^

when Pavillion with JC, Princellia, Bosco during evening....

the decoration there is really beautiful...

start camwhole with jia fang jie's compact digital camera...

it really pity tat if u miss it...

1st pic i had tat using camera wit him... i thnk...

tats great...

snow falling....

wad a beautiful scene...

camwhole all the time with them...

i was thnking wad i f v had a DSLR to capture the beautiful scene...

it really cum true...

meet DBC 2 at Pavillion...

taken by Ryan....

wai kit, me, joanne, shi qi, peng ha, ellie...

now.... the black guy is Ryan... haha...

sing K with JC, Princellia, Bosco after tat...

v had a present exchange during sing K..

JC got my penguine, Princellia got her Chocolate..

seriously v pick randomly but our wish really cum true...

wad v want v get...

i get a winnie glass... Bosco get JC present...

but at last both of them ar mine now... haha...

overnite at JC hse....

i noe a lot of her secret o... hehe... dun ask me..

i wont tel...

31/12/2010

A step to 2011...

Had a bbq party at Chern jung house...

it seems a long long time din join them 4 any party...

even cover v din join oso....
had great day wit them...

cheers...

long time din see de big bro....

Likee n me...

wen jie, kien hoe, leon,

raymond, me, li kee, shi ning, chern jung,

kien yik, willion...

miss u guys...^^
.

010111

new day, new life...

ru de is having tuan yuan fan tis day...

v enjoy very much tat day...

me n JC is busying changing clothes 4 our show tat day...

5 show v cum out 4 show...

busy thn a model... lol...

shou yu - thn jing xin musical- follow by drama - shou yu again... lol...

no time 2 eat tat day..

camwhole after all shows...

my frens tat sits wit me... same table...

me, peiyu, xiaohong, risheng, zhikang...

most of the len lui r here... find urself....

my hsemates...

7 flower... they say...

dun laugh....
shou yu time... looks lik every1 is serious.... haha

2nd time....

...

it really fun tat day...

as in a new try 4 me..

tis few days make me forgot im having exam break...

oops....

i really nid 2 start study now...

if nt... im going 2 fail my film n society...

tx 2 kidney beloved mis SOH....

life is ful of fun, full of meaning....

is jz the matter u appreciate it or nt.....

in 2011... i 1 2 live my life ful of meaning n happy....

u slp??

jz warned u... haha..

enjoy...

2010-12-14T16:53:00.002+08:00

wad a beautiful day~

i went 2 PC fair on sunday..

plan 2 buy a camera but end up by buying a

"LAPTOP"

haha... wish 2 have it long long time ago~

a least i get it nw~

but, buying the laptop with installment~

RM200++ a month~

lol... bt anyway~ i stil gt it^^

2010-12-11T20:50:00.001+08:00

开始的热情
已经慢慢の冷了下来~
久久不见の爱情
已经渐渐の随风飘扬~
荒废已久の部落格
已经缓缓の把它遗忘~

2010-12-10T11:41:00.003+08:00

brainstorming everyday~

wad did it miss??

still feel lik lack of sumthng~

bt i dunno wad is it~

feel tired after shooting~

tired of the arguement~

tired of the lateness~

tired of the disagreement~

tired of the non coorperation~

tis is wad a production team does all the time

= tis is wad make my white hair so bright=

Narnia1

2010-12-02T10:24:00.018+08:00

Still rmb tis movie???
YES!! is The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe
doing the film review now...
bout the editing, special effects, music and sfx, director style~
Agreat movie bt fainted me~
help me if u noe anythng i jz mention..
.
Btw~ Narnia 3 is cuming out~
waiting 4 calls... haha..
.

busy in NOTHING~

2010-11-30T16:22:00.002+08:00

kinda busy tis few days...

bt i dunno wad i busy-ing...

keep thinking wad should i do...

keep thinking wad hav i miss...

keep thinking where should i been...

keep thinking of... NOTHING

lost in my way??

1st time in my life~

2010-11-28T01:54:00.003+08:00

since long long long time din go out wit them..

hu??

u noe urself la..

sumbody kinda enjoy in sitting at theobroma n keep watching lenglui..

really desperate until kidney oso join...

stil say kidney din get the rite info 4 them wo....

lol.....

kelian kidney la... haha..

watch unstoppable at 6:50

after sitting at theobroma 4 2hrs..

shopping 4 1hr

onli the main point...

MOVIE...

kinda relaxing day ..

no assignment?

GOT!!!!

bt mike say... onli stupid ppl enjoy their weekend wit assignment...

nt 100% agree, bt 50%..

hehe...

2.00am...

jz finish mom's video...

time 4 dating~^^

= slping mood de miao=

~ at least i update, dun let ppl say i stil in support 4 so long!!~

nitez...

Suppººrt U ~

2010-11-18T14:49:00.011+08:00

Support Li kee~

I support Chee Li Kee

i dunno correct o nt~
bt hope u win a laptop n belanja us makan~^^

nov 13

2010-11-14T12:49:00.003+08:00

is really a memorable day..

v made sushi n desert since 830 in the morning..

wat day?

mom's birthday..

i recieve a phone cal tat change all my plan ytd...

mom say she wil b at da lou 6 til 10??

omg.. my plan is celebrate wit her tat time...

change all plan tat morning...

bt at least i could rush bac b4 5..

i really did it the whole day until i dun 1 na do..

make a really surprise 4 her..

her present?

"yihangel" sushi cake and lovely xi mi lu..

1 cuty little mice little dusbin (she requested)

a little baby pillow made by sis... (hand make de o..)

n my done psa...

after she look the psa, i ask:

"ur big son din celebrate wit u leh.."

she say: "ya lo... no heart de..."

he noe hu i refer 2 la..

haha...

tired bt happy 2 watch her surprise n appreciate face~

=best place 4 rest always is home=

2010-11-01T17:36:00.003+08:00

gt mad everytime i c him~

i din wrongly mention bout him...

he din even cares bout me, 1 na find me when he happy o free..

im jz a place 2 let him cheer up, use out when he needs...

im busy lik hell he playing dota n din even sms me 4 the whole day..

i rmb i ask him a lot of times b4~

hu is important?

me o dota...

everytime his answer is me bt i noe he is lying~

im there always whenever he needs me

bt hw bout everytime i nid him?

alone 4 everythng i do?

everytime i cried n he's always laughing..

i jz nid sum1 love me care me is tat so hard?

a sms, a call is tat a impossible job 4 him?

i really nid 2 start figure out our problem

2010-10-26T16:13:00.003+08:00

tired, boring, emo day~

tired bcz many assignment hav problem,

boring bcz no mood 2 laugh,

emo bcz i din noe tat she was lik tat....

is it my problem?

everytime busy bout my assignment n stil gt many thngs tat happen~

y should it b??

=sien... cnt concentrate in my assignment=

yang, kidney, wil sure say:

~alwayz emo de miao~

u mean everythng 2 me~

2010-10-15T13:54:00.003+08:00

so fre 2 update blog 2day~

tx 2 the noob SHEEP!!!

ask me wait til evening onli go 4 meeting~

so sien here~

im busy recently~

every1 noe's

assignment, assignment, assignment~

everyday rushing lik hell~

videography production~

global business assignment~

Film review~

n the useless moral assignment (i hate tat actually)~

tis is onli the 3rd week n my assignment sum due in next week~

busy lik hell!

however, there is alwayz sum1 hu support me

everytime i nid~

hope there is no end in my entire life~

better thn those hu alwayz zhat me~

u noe hu am i refer 2!!

lol...

im useless in helping u~

dunno hw 2 support u~

~any idea??~

101010

2010-10-11T17:23:00.002+08:00

这天对每个人来说都是值得纪念的~

对我来说也一样...

every1 ask me wad happen yesterday?

did wad my my fren say really touch me?

y would a simple word makes my tears drop so easily?

no 1 noe the scene behind~

thnk of tis year i din improve~

thnk of tis year i blur 4 the hole year~

thnk of tis boring year i hav been through~

thnk of tis disappointed face i had~

i rmb i promise sum1 tat i would

use my precious time without wasting it~

try my best 2 do wadever i cn~

live happily wit no tears~

i swear i nvr cry b4 in front of my family~

i even plan tis day as previous year~

i even laugh as usual when i talk~

i act like nothing happens 2 me n act like i had already forget~

bt, DID I?

...

happy birthday~ I LOVE U~

tears drop gain~

4 wad?

=.... de miao=

everythng bac 2 normal 2 day~

2010-10-04T13:27:00.003+08:00

my lovely classmate ask me,

"where hav i been last week?"

"angela, v miss u so much~"

nw i onli noe tat i really miss them 2....

miss the time v had fun 2gth

miss the time v enjoy gossip

miss the time v work 2gth

miss their cute expression no matter happy o sad...

is really feel no stress in front of them~

nt many secret,

nt many gossip,

nt many hatred between us...

the onli thng v do is

work 2gth 4 assignment,

play 2gth 4 fun!!

~stil in holiday mood de miao~

= nothng special bout frens...

bt at least better thn those hu onli find u when they nid help=

2010-09-30T22:56:00.004+08:00

原本快樂的一天，竟然毀在我手上了～

我不想的！

可是我真的做不到

“心有多寬，路就有多寬，

量有多大，福就有多大”

這句話我不斷提醒自己，

所以就忍，以為容忍就能解決一切，

可是我往往忘了學習放下！

這也是我常得罪別人的原因～

對不起，我應該學會放下

2010-09-16T15:56:00.003+08:00

眼泪从眼边滑过，

往事不堪回首..

只能静静地承~受~

今天的交流，

是我那么多个月来最开心地一次！

好久好久，都没有这感觉了...

可~开心的事，

并不会长久....

眼泪，好不争气地落下..

到底我要的是什么？

今天，又有人问起，你最近怎么啦？好像很多烦恼..

好久，好久....

都不曾看你真正的笑过！

这句话，点中了我...

真的好久好久，

都不曾开心过！

以前是公认的开心果，现在是见不得人的笑....

身边的东西，让我觉得我失去了不少，

但没真正了解过，为什么会失去它

家人，朋友，情人？

要找个聊天的对象，拿起手机，

却找不到可以打的电话号码...

一个人，总是孤单的躲在角落，

自己承受，自己担，

好累好累！

~想找个人陪，好难~

FRIM...

2010-09-05T18:35:00.003+08:00

having a trip at frim 2 day....

raining early in the morning...

one wonder hw cn the activity go as usual??

sumore jiadi say there is no any back up plan...

haiz... but lucky tat it stop later...

b4 tat....

i kena sum1 catch me 2 experiment sum games....

lol.... it really so swt...

1 small hulla hope, with 2 tin tilam..

wad wil u thnk??

yes!!! jump over the hope...

omg.. i jump over but my left hand land 1st...

drop on the tin tin tilam...

feel lik my hand broke at tat time....

even until nw...

hw cn a game cums out without any safety awareness??

i say pain, sum1 say is my size problem...

bt thn later he feel pain d..
only he cares bout hw i feel....

sumore he land on the double bed sheet n mine is onli single...

lol...

stil feel my crack bone in my left hand..

cacat until nw...

dunno wad cn i do wit tat crack once....

~pain-ing de miao~

my english sucks!!

2010-09-01T16:44:00.003+08:00

lol....

yang sure laugh in front of the monitor when he c tis!!

he sure agree wad i say de....

sob.. sob...

alwayz bully me de yang...

jz finish having my exam ~

english for mass comm paper..

nw onli i noe my english so poor..

i even nt really noe many words de meaning..

even worst thn "them"

so disappointed...

i really hav 2 work harder in my english n chinese le...

i nid b gud in those language..

2 b a qualified broadcaster..

4.41pm.. lazy 2 start study my next paper...

BROADCAST WRITING (TV)

bt really hav 2 start study 2nite le...

b4 i fail the paper again....

finish my law...

2010-08-27T19:02:00.003+08:00

finish my law..

almost every stress i cn put down le...

i noe stil gt other subject... bt nw no mood 2 study!!!

my 10marks gone so easily 2 day...

let me feel so so so sad...

bt wad 2 do??

hu ask me din study mie??

k la...

take a rest 1st b4 i start chinese...

~slpy de miao~

我知道我不完美, 可别让我觉得我失败...

2010-08-26T14:20:00.003+08:00

exam is here...

n im stil sitting in front of the com 2 update my feelings...

hw i feel nw??

myself oso cant answer...

dunno y i cant concentrate in my studies..

i almost fail 2 do past year...

stil nid other ppl 2 teach me...

im really useless la...

feeling down n hopeless nw...

law paper 2mr i actually cn consider myself a very sure a b4 tis...

but... do u noe wad i thnk nw???

cn i pass tis paper ar??

mayb one of the reason is bcz of him!!

i really thnk tat v r nt suit 2 b 2gth...

v almost quarrel everyday...

i dunno wad he 1...

i cn consider myself i do wadever i cn do 2 take care of him..

bt i dun thnk he lov me....

i always feel unsecure bside him...

i always thnk of him.. bt did he??

a wrong plantation plants once again...

bt tis time.. nt even 1 month...

so funny...

everythng thnk of him...

i jz 1 a simple caring fr him... bt i gt nothng...

wad should i do??

any1 teach me??

stop here... nid 2 try my best in my exam 2mr le...

~emo de miao~

MIA??

2010-08-25T16:57:00.003+08:00

Long time din update my blog le...

every1 ask:

where is miao???

always MIA de??

haha... ya lo.... no time update my blog ma...

preparing 4 my fri exam....

COMMUNICATION LAW!!

i love it at 1st bt i dunno y nw i really feel stress when it cum's

i tot i prepare it wel bt actually nt...

my brain is cramp once again...

any1 wish 2 help me??

haha...

haven start other subject!!

CHINESE

ENGLISH

BROADCAST WRITING (TV)

dun tel LMP if nt she gonna kill me!!!

haven start her subject yet...

anyway~ wish me gud luck!!

~ so stress de miao~

友達以上，戀人未滿～

2010-07-31T14:33:00.003+08:00

美麗的菊花，

讓人欣賞她的美，

採下來后，

可以煲成涼水給大家解暑，

但是沒有在苦苦的菊花茶內加一些糖，

又有誰愿意喝它？

就像人生一樣，看起來美麗的人生

其實也有它的苦，沒有在這苦海中添加一些生命的色彩

又有誰愿意一個人走下去？

我以為我身邊有很多糖為我添加生命的色彩，

走久了，會發現踩你的人，傷你的，

都是你的朋友....

可能這一刻你的出現，讓我覺得我找到了光明，

你很清楚你要什么，你不能做什么...

自私的我卻希望你永遠照耀著我，

但我知道很難～

可能時間還未到吧...

我會繼續的等～

～等你的miao～

我怎么了？

2010-07-24T19:44:00.004+08:00

最近一直有許多想法，不知道自己在做什么～

可是又沒辦法一直把心情寫上網～

所以現在一次過寫上網～

不想讀的可以不看噢～

19/07/10

好害怕，怕自己跌入那水深火熱的陷阱里...

在我眼中，你是完美的。

可是你眼中的我，卻是千瘡百孔的...

可能是你身邊圍繞著許多優秀的女生，

我沒有信心成為你生命中的唯一一個.................

22/07/10

好天真，好傻～

真的以為他會一直對我好...

原來開心和傷心只是一念之差～

一切變得好快，

是真的，假的～

我不會分辨了.....

幸福在一夜之間變成了一場夢～

24/07/10

心好凉，覺得我身邊的一切變得好灰，好暗

明明為了一點小事，

為什么我會在意？

我到底怎么了？

我要的是什么？

彷徨，無助的miao～

2010-07-10T12:57:00.003+08:00

到底我要的是什么？

为什么我自己不懂我要什么...

第一次，被心情控制着我的思想 ,

第一次，不能专心做好每一件事...

从几时开始我变得如此？

从几时开始我为了一点小事就紧张？

从几时开始我为了一点小事就心理不平衡？

从几时开始我为了一点小事就发脾气？

从几时开始我为了一点小事就斗气？

我知道我没有比别人好，没有比别人美，

也知道我没有比别人有耐心，

只知道我不值得，

但又期望着些什么...

=这矛盾的心情让我不知道我要的是什么=

~矛盾的miao~

我不值得～

2010-07-09T16:25:00.005+08:00

我不值得被人疼爱

弱点一堆堆的，谁会甘愿疼爱？

我并不完美，条件又不比人好，拿什么去换别人的爱？

分享这个~

很有意思的歌词：

S.H.E - 爱就对了

作词:施人诚

作曲:Kate Elizabeth Voegele

总是要流一些滚烫热泪

才能换来对于爱的体会

你看世界没有毁灭心也没有碎

其他的就交给时间解决

你当然可以重新再爱
受过伤的更懂怎样爱与被爱
所以别再沉溺有他的回忆有空再回忆
离开你的只有他但是爱还在

听我说爱是对的错的是我们还没学会爱

就急着爱人而爱错人
可是爱就对了遇到下一个爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是我的
.

我当然经历过你现在的感受
我想那是人必经的折磨 Yeah~
也许每个人都该是某个人成长的助手
受一点苦痛帮助她成熟

听我说爱是对的错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人而爱错人
可是爱就对了遇到下一个爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是我的

.
别探听他的线索别等待他会回头
爱~ 不喜欢看人软弱
别继续把心封锁别躲在伤心里头
爱~ 万一来了别错过
.

爱是对的错的是我们还没学会爱

就急着爱人而爱错人
可是爱就对了遇到下一个爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是我的

听我说爱是对的错的是别人自以为懂爱
才会又爱人又伤害人
可是爱就对了爱了就值得
爱这门功课艰深但快乐爱就对了
.

听我说爱是对的错的是别人自以为懂爱
才会又爱人又伤害人
可是爱就对了爱了就值得
爱这门功课艰深但快乐爱就对了
爱来了别错过

~ 不值得被爱的 miao~

可能这都是习惯

2010-07-07T11:41:00.002+08:00

可能习惯有人给你依赖，

可能习惯有人会疼你，

可能习惯有人给你诉苦，

让你变得很会依赖别人。

从小，有爸爸的疼爱与照顾，

让我变成一个长不大的小孩，

知道我失去了，让我觉得我有责任担起整个家，

我变得很勇，变得很有冲劲。

知道我认识了他，他又在一次让我有回那幸福的感觉。

我并不知道原来我变得越来越弱，

经不起风吹草动的女生，

我不知道我又再一次的沉溺在这种关怀当中。

直到有一天，我失去了，我再一次认为我会经过这一切

可能我们之间真的不适合，所以我认为我没做错了选择。

可是当我遇到问题时，我会跟谁说呢？

我尝试跟很多人说，可是好像只会带给人麻烦。

最近我以为我找到了一个可以诉苦的对象，

他的确带给我许多欢乐，

可是我却带给他的是一桶一桶的苦水。

难为了他，可能我太任性，从来没有想过别人的感受。

他应该也和我一样想找人诉苦，可是我却比他多。

我没有发现获理会她想不想听，

就一直不断的告诉他一些负面的，

他也很可爱的继续听我讲话，让我骂！

让我觉得我好差，他真的很好，可是我应该不是那个一直麻烦他的人。

我知道我应该学会站起，可能我才会变得一个值得让人关心的人吧~

身边很多朋友，可是第一个遇到问题时，他是那个唯一细心聆听的，让我觉得好感动。

我没有资格依赖人，也没有资格让他担心我。

我会尝试学习成长~ 不让其他人担心我~

BIG HEAD

2010-06-13T23:59:00.003+08:00

izit cute?? hahax...

long time din draw le lo....

nw draw 2 let me relax 4 a while~

偷懶 4 a while...

actually many assignment 2 do....

tis few days cum bac keep doing my assignment~

long time din bac home le....

din help mom oso.... haiz~

but ho....

i watch hk movie tis few days...

hahax... dun tel any1... i share wit u onli...

i lik the movie o...

談情說案～

cool man.. i lik professor kings.. wad u guys thnk?

professor kings is most of the gurls wish nowadays.. i thnk...

a person tat nt romantic but cares about his girl frens feeling~

noe's hw 2 do when his gf nt happy, noe hw his gf feel when his parents dun lik her~

haiz... where cn v find those guys nowadays le??

dunno wad i say??

hahax~ thn watch 談情說案 la... u wil noe...

GUYS!!! trust me, i noe wad a gurl liks^^

erm... bac 2 伙食團 2mr le...

dunno when is the next time i cum bac~

so....

wish me gud luck ba in my assignment...

=bac 2 my busy life=

~偷懶 de miao~

busy!!

2010-06-04T20:42:00.003+08:00

collage life busy every1 noe...

but y so busy ar???

haiz....

tis year, is my 2nd year le.... so fast old d.....

tis sem i got lots lots lots assignment~

erm....

applied photography

3 assignment

~magazine cover...

~dunno

as long as i gt 3 la...

1 sketch book~

n 1 exibition on end of sem or opening next sem~

broadcast writing~

3 assignment oso as i nt wrong

~1st 1 taking shots

~ commercial

~ mtv if i nt wrong

chinese of mass media

~interview

~ report

~presentation

english of mass comm

~ questionair

~ report

~ presentation

communication law

~ omg~!!!!! assignment bout law~

* the section, example cases, y i use tat law...

omg... going crazy tis sem....

u guys better prepare send me 2 hospital if i pengsan~

lol....

~ busy, tired, blur de miao~

好想你～

2010-05-21T09:24:00.003+08:00

突然好想你～

真的好想你～

每一時，每一刻都在想你～

你好久都沒有來找我們了...

真的好想你～

想起以前，

我被人欺負的時候，你就第一時間拯救我....

我遇到問題的時候，你會第一時間幫助我....

我傷心難過的時候，你是第一時間安慰我....

感覺上，好像只有你知道我心里在想什么.....

今早，又看到你了...

是不是最近我都不如意，

你想回來安慰我，關心我？

是！我真的很想你～

可是我卻不想你一直擔心我～

我知道你懂我在想什么～

=爸！我真的好想你=

~想你的miao~

蠻有意思的～

2010-05-20T22:51:00.003+08:00

i found it from my fren post...

quite meaningful~

hope u really put in ur mind~

不是每句对不起都可以换来每句没关系
.

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。——纯纯的“对不起” 。
男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，
也是如此。男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，
我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，
于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。——

“对不起”的快乐。

.
大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？” 于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。——

“对不起”也是一种承诺。

.
婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，
每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”——

“对不起”，谎言的开始。

.
渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。——

“对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。

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女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。——

这样的“对不起”太伤人。

男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。快递为男孩送来一个盒子。男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。
“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。对不起，我想我是真的累了。”
男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后
——是女孩的遗像。女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。——

原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年，男孩疯了。每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……把这个故事传下去，让你的朋友们知道，不要随意地说出对不起......

3days, 3 different feel,

2010-05-20T21:51:00.004+08:00

3days, 3 different feel,

1st day

wow... im bac~

bac from where??

genting.. hahax~

tues i go genting wit my classmate~

really the 1st time go out wit them n stay overnite~

it was fun!!

but v couldnt manage 2 play all outdoor games cz raining tat nite~

erm.... fun tat i really feel relax on tat time~

i really forgot about all the unhappy thngs~...

so i really enjoy tat time~

2nd day

cum down on the wed n i go sing k wit

my fotang frenz~

jiayun, zhibin, jessie, me~

n the guys~

vincent lim, tze yih, lawrance, wen jie n jsen~

v had fun tat day~

but when end i kena many ppl scold lo...

dunno y~

mayb i nt lenglui lo...

so ppl din 1 me sing 2 much~

lol.. hahax~

they onli 1 lenglui sing...

o... i kena lo.. sien lo....

3rd...

my mom noe wad happen le...

really kena wad jc say yesterday...

she wil noe it 1 day.. n when?

today...

feel emo again she keep asking me wad happen...

i tot she wil support me when i say out...

hu noe's she say i dunno hw 2 遷就 him~

did i?

i ask myself......

hw long did i nid 2 qian jiu?

3 years 5 years 7 years o hole life?

tel u guys... i really cant lo...

bt i tel her all the reason

thn onli she support me...

at least...

i noe i nt the person hu every1 lik...

bt at least i noe...

hu is the 1 hu always care bout me n my feeling~

i really cant stand it anymore la...

= i really wish sum1 hu really love me n care bout me de stay wit me

n nt those hu do weel in front of ppl=

～ really feel sien de miao~

last day~

2010-05-16T11:49:00.007+08:00

the last day 4 me 2 enjoy le~

actually leh...

almost start class le la...

boring all the time in my holiday

but leh...

dunno y~

miss my com...

miss my fren...

say dao macam next time cant c liao~

choi....

but leh i really learn alot in tis holiday..

social....

love....

caring...

industry life...

frenz...

at least i noe ~

hu r the 1 wil support me when i down

hu r the 1 wil cares me in my life...

hu r the 1 i wil miss when im free...

hu r the 1 i wil find when i emo....

hu r the 1 i wil find when i 1 na PLAY!!!!

hahax~

hope cn learn more in future..

at least dun alwayz kena ppl cal me nub~

btw... im stil blur all the time..

no wonder ppl wil cal~

but leh.. hehe..

lik tat onli cal 單純 n 天真 ma... ^^

i noe i zhi lian sumtime^^

～gt 自信 de 白羊座～

= wish me gud luck o ^^ =

hapi burfday YAN~~

2010-05-15T13:13:00.009+08:00

Happy sweet 14th burfday~

hope u enjoy ur burfday~

1 american choc cake 4 u yesterday~

v din noe tat u had a lot of cakes yesterday~

1 little small game 4 u yesterday~

v din noe tat u lik it or nt~

1 little small present 4 u yesterday~

v din noe tat u really happy or nt~

bro seems disappointed yesterday~

haiz... mayb is my problem~

i tought tat it wil b a special burfday 4 u yesterday~

bro din go school 2 make sure u feel special~

but leh~ u seems lik nt enjoy in it~

bt anyway~

wish u hapi~

~ dunno wat 2 say de miao~

no pic r allow me 2 post... so sry~

=mayb i shouldnt plan lik tis=

傷心，哭了

2010-05-13T16:10:00.006+08:00

唉～很多人都講我沒有用,
是真的嗎？

我知道有時我很遲鈍
我知道有時我很慢
我知道有時我手腳不靈活
我知道有時我很難明白
這真的算笨嗎？

很傷心～可能因為我是白羊座
自尊心很強～
不愿被人罵我笨，
所以別人罵我笨，很笨，為什么醬笨的？
我真的很傷心～
這感覺除了我誰會懂？
好想找個人聊～
找個明白我，會聽我講的人～

今天，一向以為堅強的白羊座哭了，
為了一些小事而哭了～
好久好久，沒有靠在別人的肩膀哭了，
聽著對方的安慰和鼓勵～
好幾年前，那寬大的肩膀讓我覺得好舒服～
之后再也找不回那肩膀了...
我以為我找到了人生中的另一個人...
但，我又錯了～

難道白羊身旁就真的沒有可以依靠的地方嗎？
可以讓它依靠永遠永遠？

～心碎的miao～
=有人疼真好=

DBC 1 (2010)

2010-05-11T18:59:00.003+08:00

going up 2 dbc 2 le.... dunno y feel lik time flies~
so fast!!
2 day v go c our new junior....
tis year junior.....
some of them really talkative....
some leh quite jz lik kidney (my fren)
but few of them already hav experience in the industry...
so i thnk is easy 4 them in future~

but broadcast is nt a easy subject as wat u thnk~
2day gt 1 junior really chuan leh...
nt only me say de...
all of the senior dun lik him~
haiz... i noe... he hav industrial experience~
but.... mayb u r nt tat pro yet....
dun so chuan la...
u might cn handle a normal show...
but a live show really nid 2 practise de....
anythng cn happen in a live show...
so... n broadcast is a TEAM work~
1 person geng so wad?
no 1 wil lik him if tis attitude no matter in collage or industry~
trust me....

2day v choose course rep, asst, treasurer, printing manager n sports manager...
erm.... i dunno they wil regret or nt...
i hope no....
but~ hard 2 say le^^

DBC 1 gambateh in ur course... n enjoy ur broadcast life... enjoy ur collage life~

sports day??

2010-05-08T20:32:00.003+08:00

every1 busy doing the gadjet n im going movie wit yang, wil, lik n kidney......
themovie quite gud n i lik the way they shot the main character...
dunno y.... jz feel tat i cn bring out the msg during the shoting~
i oso lik the ending...
at least let the western country ppl noe tat hw 2 respect the chinese...
i saw some bad faces during dsa...
they really dun lik 2 say much or explain further..
dunno y... mayb scare they copy the weapons again gua..
i lik the last 2 sentence tat 葉問 says...
but i forgot some d.... if hu rmb plz remind me~

after tat go mcd chat from 2.30am to almost 6am.....
the 1st time i dun feel tired....
thn v go c sunrise!
but v onli manage 2 c the sky light bhind the big big building...
sob.... actually i dun really c it b4...
nvm..... i ll go pd to capture it using my dslr if i manage 2 buy it...
so.... dun worry....
i wil buy de!!!
after tat v go eat breakfast at puchong...
v din ask each other wat they 1 na eat...
but v cal almost the same thng....
5 milo panas~
4 vegetarian keoy tiao~
n 1 pau~~
so 巧～
hahax....
i really put down myself after going out wit them...
bt dunno wat they thnk...
mayb say me 麻煩 again gua... sob.. sob..
but anyway...
tx them 2 cheer me up since so long i really din concentrate laugh in any single thng~

~happy de miao~

情人？朋友？

2010-05-06T18:38:00.003+08:00

為什么情人做不成就不能做朋友？
那以后要怎么面對對方？
有沒有人能告訴我？
以后再道場還有很多見面的機會，
要我怎么面對你？
啊！！！！我真的不知怎么面對啊！！！

~好煩的miao

fun? hahax

2010-05-05T16:22:00.003+08:00

long time din play dis le....
hahax....
i gt it from my senior~ victor~ so u enjoy c-ing it?

˙˙˙slɐıɹoʇnʇ ʎɯ op ɐʇʇoƃ ʍou ʇnq ˙˙ʇıq ɐ ʎddɐɥ ˙˙ʇuǝɯuƃıssɐ ʎɯ uı pǝpuɐɥ ʇsnɾ ˙˙sʎɐʍʎuɐ os ˙˙ʇno ʇı ʎɹʇ oʇ unɟ os ʇsnɾ s,ʇı ˙˙˙ɐɥɐɥ ¿¿spɹoʍ ǝsǝɥʇ pɐǝɹ noʎ uɐɔ ˙˙sllıʞs ǝsoɥʇ ɟɟo ʍoɥs oʇ ʎɐʍ ɐ pǝɹǝʌoɔsıp ʎlʇuǝɔǝɹ ı ˙˙os

stil cant get it? hahax... read from the bottom 2 top~

~enjoy~

累了～

2010-05-04T20:02:00.003+08:00

我們在一起走了多久？
過了多少個節日？
有人算嗎？
你呢？

在一起的日子里，
剛開始的確很快樂，
我也習慣在有你的環境中成長，
有你的照顧，真的覺得很快樂～

這一切都變了～
可能是我怕失去你...
但是原來我越怕，
我們的距離就越遠～

你對我的感情越來越冷了～
我生氣時最想接到的是你的電話，
可是每次都讓我很失望～
我無聊時想你陪我，
可是打給你是好像都不對時間～
我傷心是想打給你，
可是你有著不想聽，很煩的語氣～
我，真的不想再醬等下去了～

～與其大家勉強在一起，不如分開讓大家冷靜一下

2010-05-04T14:32:00.003+08:00

如果有人說他喜歡你，那喜歡的定義在那里？
如果有人說他愛你，那愛的定義又在那里？
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很多人喜歡聽好聽的話，但有多少是真心的？

我，好像錯過了很多冷言冷語，批評的話....
可這些是讓我進步的鼓勵與支持...
為什么聽了還那么難受？

心，好像放不下，
不知道其實在執著什么～

2010-05-03T13:51:00.003+08:00

我们的关系越来越远....
怎么...
感觉和以前不一样了？
是我变了？
不知道以后会变怎么样....

BO~RI~NG

2010-04-28T14:55:00.003+08:00

wat should i do tis few days?
should hav relax in tis few days...
but..
BORING!!!!!
really sien la...
mayb 1 na go out wit other ppl liao~
really cant tahan so boring days~

~boring de miao~

those days...

2010-04-25T12:05:00.003+08:00

those days...
i feel happy all the time~
a lot of frenz..

those days...
when i emo~
my frenz where there bside me...

those days...
when i dunno anythng..
my fren wil there 2 teach me...

those days...
y everythng bcum my past?
when nw i really count my frenz...
i onli gt a few...
mayb i alwayz busy on a far far place...
i wish i could b more free~~
to go out wit my frenz~

~where is al my frenz?~

happy burfday yang~

2010-04-24T12:55:00.003+08:00

i noe its weird n nt well plan yesterday~
but i hope u wont mind~
i try my best but everythng is nt go according it...
so, sry la... make u hard 2 smile yesterday...
but.. i saw it after they went~
sry... u might not b c-ing tis post...
anyway~ sry~

~sry de miao~

失敗～

2010-04-24T12:50:00.003+08:00

本來的計劃好像不是醬的～
不知道怎樣跟大家交代～
很多人問我～
醬奇怪的？誰策劃的哦？
我不想的～我也知道不能一起的～
可是，又有誰懂？
我說話一直以來沒人聽吧！
怪我也沒有用....

算了，下次不要再策劃最好了~

~失敗的miao~

hurray~~~`

2010-04-12T13:20:00.002+08:00

my exam ends... hahaha....
the 1st day 1st sub finish liao... ppl starting exam i enjoy!!~~
wuhuu.... i cn play play play play play all the time nw....
let me plan wat should i do 1st...

slp~
watch drama~
listen radio~
movie~
shopping~
oh ya,..... i stil hav 2 take driving class tis holiday...

sumore where should i go play leh??
any1 1na join me play?? hehe~

~too happy de miao~

sien...

2010-04-09T13:37:00.003+08:00

3 more days 2 exam.... im stil here relax...
i dunno y no mood 2 study o...
mayb 1 subject onli gua....
dunno... sien~ing....
but i oso had 2 start nw le....

幸福失去了，就算哭也沒有用了～

2010-04-01T14:10:00.004+08:00

"想念你的笑，想念你的味道....”

昨晚我滿腦想得都是你，
感覺你好像都在我身邊，
可是每當我起身的時候，
才發覺這一切都是假的，

以前從來都不會去珍惜，
珍惜你給我的每一樣東西，
珍惜你每一個微笑，
珍惜你溫暖的擁抱，
珍惜你和我一起的時間～

幸福失去了，就算哭也沒有用了....
人總是等到失去是才懂得去好好珍惜....
但，一切都太遲了...

～想你的miao

思念～

2010-03-23T09:16:00.003+08:00

“思念是一種～很玄的東西”

這幾天不斷地唱這首歌，心里開始覺得難受了...
是的！就是有種說不清的思念～

想念的是他的一言一語
想念的是他的一哭一笑
想念的是他的一舉一動
想念的是和他在一起的時光～

我知道他只能在我身邊看著我
看著我傷心
看著我快樂
看著我失望
看著我難過
看著我幸福

但我卻希望他能陪著我身邊度過我的喜怒哀樂，
希望的不只是在一旁的觀看～

～想你的 miao～

sob~sob~~

2010-03-11T11:11:00.002+08:00

i really din expect tis wil cum out... i expect more...
50/60 de coursework i cant get an A for my english??
haiz... im so disapointed....
the 2 subject i aim din get dun say the others le...
y nt fair de result?? sob~sob~~

~really sad 4 my stupid result~